Quietus

I just saw the catastrophe that would take away my life;

Was that here where I would lie gasping for breath?

The night was too dark for me to locate.

Now that I have seen it all,

Is that a wish or a fear,

That I wouldn't last to wake up at the crack of dawn?

Eternity

There was a first time;

We met;

The date never stayed in my mind.

Aeons crawled away;

Then we sundered;

The date never stayed in my mind.

After all, dates reduce to numbers;

Why would they stay with me anyway?

For the past, the present, the future;

The presence fill them all.

Soulless

I hit him down; tied him up; didn't choke him though;

Life, I'm fed up with his dictations; no more lessons;

I'll take on from here.

A soulless creature starts his hunt

The ShOw

I fell in love,

It was magic;

I enjoyed the show.

Then the curtain fell;

The show was over;

Lights went off.

Reality rushed in;

Pitch black all around.

I didn’t stretch my legs...

I feared I would fall...

(no footnotes...n 'final year' aint a coincidence. by de way The chronicles will b back soon!!!

Atleast the title 'show' appears in Gynaecology texts :) im in touch)

(COMPATIBILITY: NEHA 7 SP2)

“I” “ME” n “MYSELF”

Finally i discovered the panacea...

Well i found the key to ecstasy...

Why spend all years of my existence complaining...

Nothing would change...at least within the next few generations.

Air would only get thicker...water would only taste more chemical...sea levels would only rise...Women will keep on getting raped...the dark will continue in the shadows...little will be the space to thrive...tramps will keep filling the footpaths...

More misery...little bread, more pills...battery life and power supply will decide when love n care flows...tyrants will rise and fall...you get killed or you kill yourself...

The bulb lit a thousand times...

First i tried packing my ears...cries wouldn’t strike my drum...

But i wouldn’t be safe...i wouldn’t hear the horns...

Then did i cover my eyes...i wouldn’t see his empty guts...

But i wouldn’t be safe...i couldn’t cross a road...

I thought...why not pack my nose...

Nothing would change...why kill my self...

Finally i discovered the panacea...

Well i found the key to ecstasy...

Why spend all years of my existence complaining...

Why tread more paths searching for lights...

To change is the law of nature they say...

Then why not change myself...

I would bring down the walls...

Clear my path...

Let my flesh and blood follow...

My world...and i would rule...

No harm would i cause...

No tears would i create...

My own land...but never would i cross your fence...

mY WorlD n i rULe

(NB: Don't panic if de number 9037358909 hits yer screens...im tryin out de new tata docomo...nopes needn't save it...coz as any new innovations dis one wont last long..old number persist !!! Applicable 2 all nookes outside Kerala...esp Hemz, Smriti, Diana, Divya, Archana, Anup)

deZire...

"I wish 2 tie-up de sun in my locker,

but how would de moon light de night then"

(Bloggin after a while...my internet usage has been restricted 2 bluemoon nights!!! Missin u all...havin hectic schedules these days.

n dis is de Valentine's day spl in advance(in case im not home on feb 14th)

Plus i hav news...my First Musical Composition will out soon...hold yer breaths till then...
PRAY 4 ME...

keep in touch...n hey....since i wont b ol dat often do save my numbers 9895404187(airtel-biwi no1) n 9496330230(bsnl-biwi no2 he he...dis one's 4 local messagin)



*PIC IS FROM GOOGLE IMAGE SEARCH: Alfred Gocke

mY world n I rule...

No longer could I live there...

there, where I lived a life that held me tight-lipped...

there,where I remained lifeless shackled by laws...

laws that forbade me from pouring out my heart...

So I created a world...

my own world...

where I ruled supreme...

my laws...my limits...

Unquestioned...beyond reproach...

I now live in that world...

And that world in me !

(Thanks 2 joiedevivre,Hemanth,Azgar.

Note 2 smriti:'dil ka doc' will b bak soon hi hi...n i've 'featured' yer article in ma blog)

Oh! sun n moon...clear off...here she comes...

The sunshine walked with me
all the day,

The moonlight slept with me
all the night,

Oh! Dear, I've lost my patience
Can't wait longer,

Its time to pay them off,
Come fast...

(i know i know, its luv again...so 'anti-lovers' pardon me 4 now...just 4 now)

Here I stand waiting...

I am running out… of what…?
I miss something… but what?
I am sick… of what…?
I am mad…at what?
I want to flee…but where to…?
Who knows the answers?
Who else…?
Here I stand…waiting…
Who else can read me better?
Where are you now…?
I left you for a while…no…I just pretended leaving you…
And I swam…in an ocean along with the some ‘feel good’ factors…
You never complained…
Since you knew…
I carried you in my mind
And back I am…
And here I stand…waiting…
You where always there…
As a blanket when I shivered in winter…
As an elixir when I cried for a drop of water…
You were always there…
But…but… why am I using a past tense here?
You still dance…synchronised with my heart’s rhythm
You are still here…so close…within my reach
But why can’t I touch you then…
I want to walk with you…fight with you…
Laugh with you…
Hug you so hard that you'll set in me!!!
“Why don’t you do that?”
Yes I can hear you asking that…
Rotten mouths will fart…
I’ll be a Romeo…
They’ll dress you up as my Juliet…
What else do they know of love?
You should have been there with me…
When I laid curled up in my mother’s womb…
And here I stand…waiting…
Waiting for answers...
Come fast…

("What is a friend? A single soul in two bodies."-Aristotle)

MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL…(the IMAGE factor!!!)

Months back I used to spend half a day every day thinking of what others thought of me…
Often did I smile when I assumed, yeah I am a hero…
What else…what to fear…every one smiles at me…applauds…
And then my senses woke up…’extra ordinary senses’ I must say…
I grew eyes at the back of my head…
I fitted ‘ears’ all around me…
Fitted cameras at all the corners I tread,
And I learnt how bad my “image” was…
The “image” that my own mirror never showed me
Sad and depressed I became,
Lost half a day every day, probing for ways to find a better “image”…
Dozens of answers, I looked at the mirror…not a little had I changed…
Ages passed by,
And then once again my senses sprouted up…
Now I saw the angels around me,
People who smiled with their hearts,
Who spoke for me at my ‘stakes’ and ‘funerals’,
Who chuckled with me…wailed with me,
I started counting…my fingers were enough…
I looked at the mirror…I had grown bigger.
Yeah, I was always a hero…in a few hearts at least…
Why did my eyes blind me then?
Why did my ears fib?
Oh! Dear can I wind back my clock…for all the time I ran behind “images”?

She came...she saw n she....

"The prettiest things in life,

happen in a split second...

and dear when I met you...

I didn't have a stop watch..."

(if this is what exam seasons do to one's mind...wish i always had exams hi hi...god...just days left n im....grrr....)

Mother's luv...

"A thousand hands waved me luck...
and i climbed the heights of lust and wealth and greed...
and then I slipped...
and tumbled down into the deepest crevasse...
there were just two hugging hands...
and few drops of tears to wake me up..."

de Dark...

"It was dark, I turned around...
even my shadow had left me"