Friday, February 26, 2010

Silence of the Heart




I know I know…I am not sure if this is the first request that I am firing. But, yeah you know well…that this is the time. Now or…’Never’??? Nerds say that answer to all lie hidden in the sub conscious mind…but where’s the key to this much hyped safe? Who cares…I wonder why I’m in a fix when things are clearer than day light. But…no…something’s wrong somewhere…it always is. So are you going to yell out or what? It’s just a word…”Yes” or a “No”. Yeah, I’m used to your silence…but now…It’s deafening me. I’m just a step away from insanity. I used to read your eyes very well. Every gesture…every blink…and true you never spoke. Dumb…you where…but never deaf. I used to get an answer every time, and yeah always in my favour. What else could come out from you?

But mate…or myself….whatever you are…tell me now…a Yes or a No. Lives rest in those letters…Some asked me to follow my heart. Yeah I let my heart drive, ignored the brain for a while. Lucky I was…the trouble I drove into was a sweet one. Apparently the world was good…for a while…and then came in a binge of reality...and Fantasies rushed to places I would never reach…I didn’t want to search for them either.

This is what Life is after all. What is the thrill if everything happens the way I wish…the way I want…the way I dream? Life has to move on…with every second filled with vigour. No…the grapes are not sour…and it’s not always a matter of perception.

Well…you never change…the same old silence…I won’t blame you…But yeah It’ll get darker, and then you disappear…but….but…I don’t want you to return…at least for a while…I’m going to take away your life…

The sound of shattering glass echoed for a while.

He didn’t die, did he glare? No…he’s always calm…from one of those shattered pieces he was smiling… conveying his answer…was that a Yes or a No?


Saturday, February 13, 2010

wid luv...it's me...kochu

See there’s this place in me,
Where your fingerprints still rest,
Your kisses still linger, and
Your whispers softly echo.
It’s the place where a part of you
Will forever be a part of me
-from net

Happy Valentine’s Day 2 all lovely souls with beating hearts…

Hero’s here...down with exams…


"Not a word more…

Not a word less…

Love is divine…heard so…

So it is…

Love is a sin…may be…

I preferred to be a sinner…"




ps: would've filled in more but gosh..examz 2moro...
n it's Surgery...
that means i'll b readin
Liver cirrhosis n A/c pancreatitis on Feb14..
n that's one hell of a coincidence
;)
n yeah as I always tell ye...
LOVE IS BLIND...AND WITH MARRIAGE, VISION RETURNS WITH A VENGEANCE ;)

Saturday, February 6, 2010

DRINKERS...over here...!!!






Statutory warning:

1) Make sure that You don't attempt a 'transformation drive' after reading this
2)A significant proportion of our income comes from the beloved 'Kerala State Beverages Corporation Limited'
3)Beverages Outlets are the only places where you can find real calm and serenity...Long silent Queues...where aaal ees welll...
4)Don't attempt to pronounce the scribbled names without a binge...(applicable to non medicos) You might not succeed #jargon
5)I repeat don't make an attempt to re-read it or wiki for the following terms
6)Now make a quick glance...REALLY QUICK ONE ;) instructions follow...

CONSEQUENCES OF CHRONIC ALCOHOL MISUSE

Neurological

  • Peripheral neuropathy
  • Cerebellar degeneration
  • Cerebral haemorrhage
  • Dementia

Hepatic

  • Fatty change and cirrhosis
  • Liver cancer

Gastrointestinal

  • Oesophagitis, gastritis
  • Pancreatitis
  • Oesophageal cancer
  • Mallory-Weiss syndrome
  • Malabsorption
  • Oesophageal varices

Respiratory

  • Pulmonary TB
  • Pneumonia

Skin

  • Spider naevi
  • Palmar erythema
  • Duypuytren's contractures
  • Telangiectasiae

Cardiac

  • Cardiomyopathy
  • Hypertension

Musculoskeletal

  • Myopathy
  • Fractures

Endocrine and metabolic

  • Pseudo-Cushing's syndrome
  • Hypoglycaemia
  • Gout

Reproductive

  • Hypogonadism
  • Fetal alcohol syndrome
  • Infertility

PSYCHIATRIC AND CEREBRAL CONSEQUENCES

  • Depression
  • Alcoholic hallucinosis
  • Alcoholic 'blackouts'
  • Wernicke's encephalopathy: nystagmus, opthalmoplegia, ataxia, confusion
  • Korsakoff's syndrome: short-term memory deficits, confabulation

THAT'S IT...SO IF YOU ARE A NON MEDICO...JUST UNDERSTAND THAT MOST OF THE TERMS THAT YER EYEBALLS ROLLED OVER REFER TO SERIOUS CONDITIONS, AND MOST REQUIRE A DECENT PARTITION OF YOUR PURSE FOR THEIR MANAGEMENT.

AVATAR'S ONE WEEK COLLECTION RECORD IS ALWAYS BROKEN BY KERALA BEVERAGES CO. IN A DAY (esp.New year n X-Mas eves)

SO DO DRINK...when required...IF YOU ARE RICH ENOUGH, DO THAT AS FREQUENT AS POSSIBLE, IN MAXIMUM QUANTITIES(STAMINA APPLY)...TRY NOT BE A BURDEN TO OTHERS THAT'S ALL...SURE FUN IS YOURS

WHEN IT COMES TO DRINK SKY IS NEVER THE LIMIT :)

SO FOLKS SEE YOU AT THE CLINICS...EMERGENCY ROOM, OP, OT...OOOPS...NO NO I'M NOT CANVASSING PATIENTS K ;) (not qualified yet...but yeah if you start now you'll be fit to meet me once I graduate)

(PS. Came through the list of conditions while glancing through Davidson's Principles & Practice of Medicine...yeah you've got it...Internal exams starting on Feb 11th...n err...before my advisory board begins to fire me for blogging amid eggjams...trust me this didn't consume much time...didn't even let the minute hand sweep far)

CHEERS...!!!
C U IN HELL...errr...no more sarcasm...let's make it Heaven !!



(images from google...worth mention is 'crazy malayalam')